My Transition

I saw some pictures of myself this evening some were only taken last year in April and May and i cant believe how much i have changed, I look so different and that is not even a year ago yet i am looking younger and better than i have ever looked in my life,Yes i am also feeling so much happier than i ever thought possible I received a comment on some pictures i posted about 4 months ago from my friend Lacey who said i was developing nicely especially in my face and at the time i wasn't sure that anything had changed,but i can now see for myself how i am developing into the woman i have always been,Yes i have always been a woman i have tried for too many years to be someone i was never meant to be and that for me took something an experience i would never wish on my worst enemy to go through and one i know i will never go through ever again but it took that shock for me to realise i didn't want to live a lie or pretend to be someone i was never ever meant to be. When i star...

I have known Kim for over 10 years now but its only been the last year that everything has changed between Kim and me,when we met for the first time in Leeds last year i can honestly say i didn't know what to expect of the trip to Leeds and Kim was meeting the real me for the very first time, yes Kim knew about nearly everything but didn't know i was born in the wrong body and should have been a woman from birth,it made no difference to Kim from the first moment we met Kim addressed me as Angie or Ang i was a woman to her and that has not changed one bit in the last year,yes i was a tad late well........ nearly half hour if i'm being honest as it took longer to get organised than i thought it would but i will never forget Kim telling me she thought i was so brave, although i'm still never really sure why Kim thought i was being brave but she sees something i don't,i am pleased to hear such lovely words from my lovely friend Kim is very intuitive even now Kim tells m...

my transition has not always been positive,yes there have been times when I've had stares from people when I've gone shopping or around town but I'm strong enough to not let it affect me or knock my confidence,the great thing about my confidence is it gets stronger every day,my problem is I may be getting a little lazy but that will change in the coming weeks. This year is a big year for me and my twin Kim and not just with turning 50 but with other things like  the goals we are setting ourselves to do i suppose it's our bucket list for the next 12 months and hopefully a new career direction as well. I have learnt so much in the last 12 months and got to know I've helped others in more ways than I knew I had and have been so pleased to know how much I've helped and changed other people's lives as much as my own that it has opened my eyes to the real possibility of being an advocate in some form for a career,I love being asked questions that I can answer and...

hello again it's been a while since my last blog and there have been some changes for the better,I can now start to think more positive about the new year and all the wonderful things I can look forward to. There were times last year when it was emotionally draining and shed my fair share of tears,and yes even hurt and upset with the untruths that were being said but the truth will always come out and thankfully there are so many amazing people who I truly call my friends. To Kim you are my rock you kept me strong when at times I weren't I tried to put a brave face on and not show how I was feeling but I doubt I fooled you at all,our trips out helped more than you could possibly know,you read the statements and saw what was being said which was untrue. I can never say thank you enough but I hope you know how amazing you are and how you helped me with everything. My other friends believed in me even when I started to have doubts even if they were fleeting there were times when...